God of Israel grant me one last strength

Why must i run away from everything? When i get scared i tend to run. I hate it. But i just don't know how else to deal with things sometimes. But i can only run for so long before they catch up. It is like those slasher flicks where the villain always walks and catches up with the victim even though they are running the whole time. I am really a wuss. I just wish it all would end. Right now.